I don't want certain things to mean anything. I want to have a stupid, worthless abundance of certain aspects of things so that I don't have to think or worry about them so much.
I'm not sure what I'm trying to say, (which sis not unusual). I guess in a way alot of the stuff I care about or strive for seems to be a dime a dozen, and I would just like that to be legitimized so that I wouldn't care about it so much is all. i think.
I don't know. I find comfort in abundance, in a sea of things. It leaves little room for disappointment. I wish we were all just brown birds flying around, looking for rice to eat and loving each other and loving the sky