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You wanna know something "You haven't been yourself lately. You've been awake but not seeing and you piss the day away with slumber and sometimes when I'm walking to my next class I get this feeling as though you are watching me and reading my thoughts, and I think 'how incredible it is to have these regressions' and what the fuck are you doing?"You wanna know something by TheStoyTeller
"I don't care anymore that I love you, that I can't love you, that you think you love someone else. I will continue to sit in my room and put my thoughts of you into the sky and I'm not looking at you I'm looking for you because the girl I know isn't the girl that chose someone over me. I'm sorry, you're a woman now and I pray these four walls collapse on me so I can stop having this fear of going to school because it's not my fear of college that is stopping me it is my fear of seeing you."
Every time I think about it The codex of my being is woven in and outEvery time I think about it by TheStoyTeller
of the ways that I don't want to feel.
I wish I knew what I was talking about
when I said I was numb.
I want to puke out everything I am
and be ingested by somebody else
Ectoplasmhave you met your soul?Ectoplasm by TheStoyTeller
I have seen him flicker in and out
of the reflection of her glasses.
I hope she sees him too
no celestial body is too far away to touch it was early morningno celestial body is too far away to touch by TheStoyTeller
that took you away from me,
so it'd be okay if I never saw the sun
again but with these maps built in my hands
and these destinations pulsing in me,
I know that I am bound to see it once more.
I know that I was born to show the world to someone,
I just wish that someone was you