I don't know if I deserve a second chance

Unraveled now in the depths of an old rage
I knew we were bound to find something
that could be rekindled.
you'll wear a new skin,
you'll be a new age
and we will find each other
where everything happens at the right time.
I still find little specs of love
floating in the things that I like to do
to pass the time.
you still haunt me in my dreams,
when all I want to do is sleep,
hollow like a skeleton,
hear my bones clicking together as I run away
from this again?
Even the second time around,
I know you won't stay