She looked around with her head held high Naive optimism tattooed on her slick neck like a noose, wet with perspiration and desire. She wears wonder like the crown of a dead queen and glory sharpens her eyes as she asks herself if a living body still floats though the mind is dead.
And she pranced down the wooden path to eternity like a lioness walking through fire where jeers and judgements raged around her like a boisterous red sea.
Her lips are toxic, and the words fall from her mouth like she was spitting up oil, and her skin froze and turned blue because her body had realized before she did that she had finally died.
And I screamed, because I was so damn terrified to see someone willingly walk to the edge of the sea but when it was over I was ready. It was my turn.
I close my eyes, and think about the words you said "I'm ready to be a suicide, girl."
The jeers and the judgement turn into jagged edged questions asking me if I have any last words.
I think about all of the words I would have saved and said if God had told me years ago that I only had a million more breaths to give. My heart sinks as I fall off of the egde and whisper my last words; "I'm ready to love a suicide girl."